I re-iterate I own nothing, including A Day In the Life by David Usher
Inner Demons
Tristan lay on his bed, staring out into space desperately attempting to escape the reality of his situation. But fate was not so kind, peace eluded him as faces and memories continued to pop into his mind, namely of her. No matter how hard he tried the odds just seemed stacked against him. With Mary, it was bag boy, with school, it was his father, and as for being himself, well all of upper class Hartford was against him. No matter how hard he tried nothing seemed to ever work. The more he thought about his situation the more frustrated he got.
Tristan stormed up from his bed, grabbing his guitar, and some paper he set out for his balcony, hoping to find solace in the sound of his guitar and the light of the stars from above. As Tristan began to strum away at a melody lyrics began to formulate in his head. Soon the boy was found singing out loud to the night.
Did you feel small today when everyone had gone
'Cause I was beaten up and jaded by the news
And underneath the skin the truth is breaking through
So they just sewed me up and spit me out
And I can't change it
I can't change this
You you take away the world
And I don't even know myself now
So how can I know you
And I don't want to die
And I don't want to leave this place yet
Just give me one more try
My thoughts are floating as reality explodes
I'm whispering to each of you my friends
And every moment seems to freeze frame through the room
All the colors are electrified
But I can't see now
I can't see now
You you take away the world
And I don't even know myself now
So how can I know you
And I don't want to die
And I don't want to leave this place yet
Just give me one more try
And I'm drifting through myself again
Tell me how I got so high
Where the conscience bends the air is thin
And I can't change it
I can't change this
You you take away the world
And I don't even know myself now
So how can I know you
And I don't want to die
And I don't want to leave this place yet
Just give me one more try
And I don't want to die
And I don't want to leave this place yet
Just give me one more try
One more try, yeah
Just give me one more try
One more try, yeah
Just give me one more try
Just as Tristan had strummed the last chord giggling could be heard from bellow the balcony. Tristan didn’t need to look, he’d already encountered his fathers numerous playmates, she was bound to be twenty years younger, pretty and most of all, easy. He hated it, he hated his father, his mother, the way they toyed with each other, each only holding solely for the purpose of societal status. It made him sick to think that he was in fact the same way, the player, and the king of Chilton. The more he thought about it more he realized he greatest fear. He was becoming one of them, one of the numerous socialites, the very people he’d come to hate.
Soon enough he was caught up in a whirlwind of self-deprecating thoughts. Why hate his father, he was the same. Why loathe the world that he was bound to by his complete lack of independence. Why bother when he was all ready doomed.
He couldn’t take it anymore; he needed to get out of here. Tristan left his room with such speed he almost didn’t manage to grab the car keys on his way out. Storming down the front hall he made his way to the front door, slamming it too. When he finally got outside he broke into a slow jog jumping into his black Lexus and speeding out the front gates.